10Months

10 Months and 3 days after staying together under a roof, today, i finally take up the courage of moving back to my own home and stay with my mom and dad. Its a painful decision to make but i guess thats the best way to save my relationship.

Almost daily argument over the same old topic is killing the both of us. I cannot bear and tolerate HUIHUA CREDIT's babarian way and style of working, but you choose to bear with it so i should respect your decision. I'm too old to be quarreling over this kind of childish matter. I should be mature enough to hold on to the pain i have and carry on. I know that he won't stop me from doing so and my mom will spit ugly word on me... but... i WILL tolerate and i know i can do it! JiaYou...T_T

I am so going to miss my prince and princess, i wonder if they can still stay as close to me when they don't get to see me daily anymore. I doubt my own decision now.. Will i regret? This decision has a 2 directions to go towards to. 1 is that we can hold stronger as we don't get to see each other everyday and so we will treasure the moments more when we meet. 2nd is due to the lack of close time as we do for the past 10 months and our relation will simmer off as time goes by. I am feeling very insecure with great heartache.. what should i do what should i do?