Zero: February 2010

27 February 2010

haha... joker me

Nath is back.... but although i said i wanted to go and fetch her but i tot i backed out for her some private time, things jus go the other way round and nobody turn up! feel so sorry.......

I did not get the full details of how the truth is and thought its merely another misunderstanding that occurs and dial the person who make her mad down to explain to her..... i guess if i know the reason before hand than i will not make that mistake to call him down since i know her that she will nv forgive this matter...

Well at least is not too late to discover certain things before getting started and its not too late to back of yet.. so nath~ Gambatte ne... we will be there for u ^_^

25 February 2010

celest tan

I really hate to see her in this state although i totally understand how she's feeling and why's she as depressed as she is now!

When i broke off with one of my ex, the one that make my heart as dead as it is now... i begged him to come back to me and give me another chance and she scolded me. She ask me why am i doing such a disgraceful thing to upset myself as well as those who concern about me? I couldn't do anything but feel sad to the core and although i received her message but i still cannot resist the pain in my heart... But thats the thing that change me once i put that r/s aside... ever since then, i enclosed my heart in order not to get hurt again.. although i failed and get hurt again yet i will never ever begged or plead anyone to stay by my side. I'll deal with the pain my own way that hardly people can see, i dunno what is pain and what is numb. i just ignore everything as if i'm a living dead!

Yes is true the pain is yet to be there everytime thats why i dunno what i want to see from her right now too... too contradicting! Its is worse to enclose ur feeling and act like a total bitch that everybody see u to be, but....... the way she's crying and destructing herself is no better and i feel hurt more than anything to see her this way or another... i just hope all the bad luck can come to me like it always do... and wish for her happiness, u know, i still want to be her bridesmaid.

come all the bad luck... Give her a chance and just come to me as i am already very numb to the pain and i'm not afraid to face anymore of it!

21 February 2010

kissing day

Hmmm... that day, my dearest best friend had a quarrel with her bf and i really dun know what i can do for her! Felt really useless, our situation is just like the same thing except for that that mine happen exactly a month earlier than hers.... A month before she start her relationship and a month before she break off hers.... so its exactly the same timing.... lol... what a coincident!

Seems to me that all the guys out there are just rubbish that like to hurt us when we invest our real feelings... Why can't u all treasure us when we really put in hope and love in you, why must u let our heart die again and again... i understand this kinda pain fully and dun wan my dear sis to suffer what i been thru...
Anyway that day, i had my crazy kissing day with whoever i met! Hug and kiss them crazily...

18 February 2010

Ang bao river

Late afternoon me and mom went to Marina Square to shop around... hmm... saw a jeans that i really love but cost $56 don't know want to buy or not leh... haiz

When finally night time arrives, me and my mother went to the Angbao river walk walk and wait for my precious sister huijuan to come..

After Huijuan arrived, we walk around the funfair area for a short while than we started going crazy! my mom went home 1st and both of us started to feel the pressure on our feet over the long hours of walking so we decided to take off our shoes and walk barefoot around...

Hee.... everybody was looking at us as if we are some lunatics, but both of us just behave as if we are walking by the beach, enjoying the breeze and jus dun care about others' view! Tell u, it really feels GREAT!!! I nv feel so crazily happy from the bottom of my heart like this for a very long time already weeee.....

We then saw this beautiful restaurant( didn't know its restaurant until the security tell us). I swear i wanna go there eat sometime man~

After all, i go down to PowerHouse to look for Akemi, Law, Chris and Shoru...

hee caught Akemi dancing haha....

Steal Law's Big glasses and act nerd ;p

15 February 2010

Chinese New Year bai nian-ing

gong xi fa cai.... went to my aunt's place and while my mom was chatting with them i hide to aside and puff puff....

After that my sis wanted to bring the kids to the bird park but as they reached there, it began to rain so they have no choice but to head home.... We having steamboat tonight but as the timing is still early, we decided to cam-whore awhile

Today wear pink reminds me of my bro-in-law GTR35 in pink so quickly run down to take that beautyful car pics since i have not taken any of it before yet...

Its beautiful isn't it? I love the idea of them having the vehicle number as 35.. Btw, their R34 vehicle number is 34 too... amazing right?

13 February 2010

2010 Reunion Dinner

This Year, we had our reunion dinner at Toa Payoh Fortunate Restaurant... Family Members of this year are Lim Nam Chop(dad), Ow Guek Hong(mom), Lim Hwee Theng(sis), Lee Han Boon(bro-in-law), Lim Hui Bing(me), Chantelle Lee(niece), Landric Pharoah Lee(nephew), Maximilan Pharoah Lee(nephew) and Rosie(maid).