I feel unhappy when things things happen not the way i want it to be, when i'm supposed to feel sad, when i have nothing to feel, and also when i'm happy...
I thought hanging around people that are happy-go-lucky can make me feel better but i'm wrong! In the end, they tell me my negativity is pulling their mood down!! I guess no one likes to be with me, a person who don't know how smile and make them agitated this way in the long run too... No one wants to be like me... this failure..
Is this the reason why all my exs leave me eventually? Because i'm not deserve being love.... I really dislike this feeling of people who i struggle through my own doubts and finally trust eventually leave me claiming that our characters doesn't suit one another... It just turn out to be i'm right! That i'm not suitable for anyone out there....... Then don't come near me showing me concern and care in the 1st place. Don't tell me to give it a try , don't tell me that i'll be treasured! I don't need all these lies and i also can't take it....
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Dont think too much!. There still friends and people out there who cares for you. I was like you before but i believe you will overcome it soon! Trust me! :) Cheer up!
ReplyDeleteJust be yourself, dont bother with all these negative friends. Live your own life. Look ahead, and you will be happy. You are still young, moreover an attractive lady. Trust yourself to do so your own way. Cheers.
ReplyDeleteDont think too much. There still friends and people out there wDont think too much. There still friends and people out there who cares for you. I wont let anyone make you upset again! Trust me! I believe you will recover soon and be happy forever! Cheer up and be happy always :))))
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